Faces

Thousand times the nomadic trough the days
She seen beautiful face, sexy body, angel lullaby
Don't they know that's all feel so empty

Why didn't dare to take off those faces
Why should be hide, should be acting
Why used lie to cover anything

Where the real soul that she really want to see
No lie no act just the real of them could be
Don't understand what really they want to be

Her soul been tired, been bored, been dying
All she need just one more time to seeing
So could leaving this life with smilling and believing

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The tears of the war

Dark, no light no color, Is that what you see?
Silent, no life no instinct, I hesitate you are human
Quiet, no speak no sign, I though your voice has been take out away

We here! bleeding, crying, screaming
Why didn't you leave us alone?
We didn't need your help; we didn't need your money

Are the money, powerful and glory the most important things in you life?
Don’t; don't ever say you know what the best for us
No! we are too afraid by all you did to shake your hands

You did anything to get what you want...
Are we too worming than your pets?
Are we having no right to life?
Why?

Because we are different than you are?
Because we are not as clever, rich and powerful as you are? Or
Because we born in the wrong time and wrong place?
How if you are in our place?

There was black and white, right and wrong, goodness and evil
Are that your justification for all you done?
No! all of it created to completing each other
Because all of the differences was beautiful

Stop it!
Leave us alone....
Let us finding our own way to life....


niwansari Feb'11
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Went to the deep end

Quiet, it's been so lonely I do, feels emptiness
Something loosed, I ever found it ... leaving much missing
It's desirable when I give my soul to change this fate ...
The dark of bird in my heart has been release all of the dreams
Let's me just be broken heart ... I fondle it hearty
I still keeping the dream and hopeless that flying with you

Far away ... I hear the night bird whispering emptiness
I am breathing with your shadow that brought by the wind
The afternoon coming, I had dark night and I can feel your present
But the light on my loneliness opening my eyes, wake me up
I am still alone ...

All of the way I try to passed by
The days has been leaving me far away
Just the dream and the hopes that I leaned of
Still be there searchings and waiting
Because my life is suck of sad story that covered by loneliness dream
But my love is the sun that will be cleared away of the day


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The ballad of orchid love

When I was loved, I didn't know why I could not love
Now that I love, it’s really hurting to know that I am not loved
When I was loved, I thought it was so hard to feeling loved
And when I am fall in love, why it's just a shadow of love

My tear goes down by the time of looking and waiting......
Its feel gone bring a part of my heart, leaving the other loneliness
Why I have to life without it, all the thing just a dream, emptiness
No smile and love any more, no joy and laugh, no nothing....

Wishing my heart free and fly but thousand's of obstacle in front of me
I don't want to give up but my petal has been ripped
Between on pieces of my heart, you blame everything on me
All that I need is some time although anything can't be changed

When I'd been throw away, I know that I'm not more than the wild grass
But I will be life for love, every minute, day, years or longer
I wish it life likes the sun, that always cleared away of the days
No one can take it all away, It will be life for eternity and even longer


niwansari Jan '11
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The Loneliness Rhyme

Stay on moan and scream I am complained
Stay on crying and mourning I am revered
Between despair and sweat I am missing in
And between my journey he have stay in

While the black dark of the past going under
I keep looking, waiting a slight of happiness
While hopeless slashing my soul to surrender
He stay arrogant by all his greatness

Seeing, touching, hugging and caressing him
It's just parody from pieces of glass with grief stained
Every time, every dream, every step, every breath by him
It's was the guitar thrumming, the happiness lullaby of paradise lived


niwansari Dec'10
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